Tuesday 28 August
Saturday 1 September
mon 3 sep edited
00:00 Mon 7:45
00:20 watching Le Fabouleux destin de Amelie Poulain, with Audrey Tatou, until 2am
01:53 letter to Susanne. Yesterday - the frustrations of technology.
03:17 Jim Green. mentors.
05:08 the fucking great to do list.
09:32 about Amelie. the evils of technology (downloading slowly)
13:39 watershed. the duties and responsibilities of Bonnevaux. Kicking against the traces.
21:19 hh`s scrupulosity and kindness
22:52 the watershed. running away, or not. the end of the beginning (of sobriety). being trapped.
27:18 on being free, of me, fundamentally
28:23 notes for Jim
30:59 Tuesday morning. Sum up of yesterday. letter to Pol. Clean Salon. Talking to Felicity. on Aden being trapped.
34:17 Thomas agonistes. Partner. Him vs Henriette. Different visions.
37:51 harriet and my dream. killing the alter ego. caricature jewishness. My alter ego is a Jew.
41:47 talking about meditation. The CoOp and mindfulness.
Tuesday 4 Wednesday 5 September. Day 97/8
00:09 The mysterious Jacques. And wife.
01:05 11:30 pm
01:28 doing the accounts.
02:11 gas running out. turning on the fridge. fixing the pump. drinking Chicoree. abandoning coffee
04:49 Henriettes melon soup. talking about me. Henriette - animus possessed? Ripping into the pig sty.
rferrring to her and I jokingly as man and wife (what would the builders think).
06:48 Me being looked after. (my paranoia - anima?)
07:53 SB - shedding a skin. FS - change of seasons.
09:57 the missing invoices. `may` for August.
11:11 Wednesday 9:48 pm - in bed.
14:16 a bit sad (about my death) tooth be trilled. A Lacanian slip?
13:14 brain tumour. Henriette - caffeine withdrawal.
18:01 anima and animus.
21:10 or my anima took over first and they became their animus. Am I battling with my anima now?
and all failed relationships fall in to this pattern. All those bitter women I met before Polly.
22:26 the shadow. having a dud persona. trying to be honest e.g the blog, letters to sb
23:55 the necessity of crucifixion, before resurrection. to dive in to the depths to find the father (Pinocchio)
24:49 have I changed? what do I have to let go of? (My recent dreams?)
is it the anima who smokes and drinks? doesn`t want to do anything? just stay in bed
Saturday 1 September
mon 3 sep edited
00:00 Mon 7:45
00:20 watching Le Fabouleux destin de Amelie Poulain, with Audrey Tatou, until 2am
01:53 letter to Susanne. Yesterday - the frustrations of technology.
03:17 Jim Green. mentors.
05:08 the fucking great to do list.
09:32 about Amelie. the evils of technology (downloading slowly)
13:39 watershed. the duties and responsibilities of Bonnevaux. Kicking against the traces.
21:19 hh`s scrupulosity and kindness
22:52 the watershed. running away, or not. the end of the beginning (of sobriety). being trapped.
27:18 on being free, of me, fundamentally
28:23 notes for Jim
30:59 Tuesday morning. Sum up of yesterday. letter to Pol. Clean Salon. Talking to Felicity. on Aden being trapped.
34:17 Thomas agonistes. Partner. Him vs Henriette. Different visions.
37:51 harriet and my dream. killing the alter ego. caricature jewishness. My alter ego is a Jew.
41:47 talking about meditation. The CoOp and mindfulness.
Tuesday 4 Wednesday 5 September. Day 97/8
00:09 The mysterious Jacques. And wife.
01:05 11:30 pm
01:28 doing the accounts.
02:11 gas running out. turning on the fridge. fixing the pump. drinking Chicoree. abandoning coffee
04:49 Henriettes melon soup. talking about me. Henriette - animus possessed? Ripping into the pig sty.
rferrring to her and I jokingly as man and wife (what would the builders think).
06:48 Me being looked after. (my paranoia - anima?)
07:53 SB - shedding a skin. FS - change of seasons.
09:57 the missing invoices. `may` for August.
11:11 Wednesday 9:48 pm - in bed.
14:16 a bit sad (about my death) tooth be trilled. A Lacanian slip?
13:14 brain tumour. Henriette - caffeine withdrawal.
18:01 anima and animus.
21:10 or my anima took over first and they became their animus. Am I battling with my anima now?
and all failed relationships fall in to this pattern. All those bitter women I met before Polly.
22:26 the shadow. having a dud persona. trying to be honest e.g the blog, letters to sb
23:55 the necessity of crucifixion, before resurrection. to dive in to the depths to find the father (Pinocchio)
24:49 have I changed? what do I have to let go of? (My recent dreams?)
is it the anima who smokes and drinks? doesn`t want to do anything? just stay in bed
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