Friday 17 August. Day 78.

Friday 7:30 and later

[00:45]on The Queen of the Desert and what tosh it is
[04:54]on being poisoned
[06:09]a very idle day
[07:52]walking to the reservoir
[09:53]facebook memories
[14:01]Lacanian tics 'apparently'
[17:08]karma - end of
[20:38]anger coming, going. sadness from out of nowhere.
[23:08]feeling things in coomunity. end of karmic thoughts
[23:46]Pied Piper of Hamelin. the little cripple left behind
[27:39]the ego can't go to heaven. the Lacanian ego
[29:20]the Parable of the Talents explained
[33:13]'that's not fair' 'that's not true' - Lacanian tics?
[35:21]Arnaud Calvet - curlews and sheerwaters

On the unconscious 15 - 16 August

[00:06]tues 14. 10:30pm. bike ride to Vivonne. Le Cigalon and Lacan. Aden. The Queen of the Desert
[06:03]what is the unconscious? does it even exist?
[09:13]wed 15 - nothing
[09:13]thursday 16. making myself speak. on being an introvert sometimes.
[15:07]lacan, freud, ich / ego / moi, instead of I
[17:48]not cogito ergo sum. I comes first. I think 'myself' into existence
[22:20]on (not) being 'consistent'. Dimitri the Russian comes to see the car