Day 77 Friday 22.xii.2017

A dream, not a nightmare. A girl - airport - departure - 2 beers (I'm going to drink and definitely aware), then later a whisky - back to Day 1, or carry on drinking - the question left unanswered. What's with departure lounges / travelling / girls? Bed early. Woke 6.10. V chesty. Must cut down a little.

Diana the narcissist - Laura almost repeated back to me what I felt about Diana. She has always been this way apparently, since Laura was a little girl. Laura just won't tolerate it any more so Diana's in a sulk. She's a bigger baby than Esmé.

Great excitement (at the BBC / among the Tories) about the return of the blue / black passport. Only it's blue because the League of Nations told us to make it blue in the 1920's. It's so pathetic it's laughable. And what the fuck does the BBC think it's playing at? It really is the government's PR agency. Croatia still has a blue passport, the EU had nothing to do with our changing the colour to burgundy (which I think is a lot classier anyway). They're all fuckwits. Or think we are. Or both.

Delaying meditation. Not telling Magda about not drinking. 

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